afraid

im afraid.
im afraid somethings gonna happen.
im afraid that it may actually be nothing.
im afraid that i may overthink this.
im afraid i might say something wrong.
im afraid i'll drive you away.
im afraid of the truth.
im afraid to hurt you.
im afraid of thinking about the past.
im afraid you'll give up on me.
im afraid i dont do enough for you.
im afraid that i'll lose you :(

stuck

i dont know what to feel.
how should i feel?
whenever im with her everything seems perfect.
yet i know behind it all there are still secrets and stuffs hiding.
i wanna trust her. but shes not making it easy :(